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(originally dated mon., sept. 1, 2008, 9:39 a.m.)
i continue to be fat. i still fit in my size 12 pants that i wear for work, and have not gone up any sizes, but they are a bit snug around the ass though a bit loose in the waist. (i'm a pear, suitable for eating).
i am sick of summer. it's coming to a close, though, and hopefully will find me feeling much better, with trying an antidepressant for the first time in my life. i've been in denial for far too long about my depression (which i've self diagnosed as dysthymia) and i'm not getting any younger and i just want to feel better. that's all. if i feel better, i wouldn't be so fat. i know this.
the city of los angeles is going mad. i blame it on the economy. there have been robberies on my street. the sneaky asses pretended to be moving, when really they were robbing three apartments next to each other. in broad daylight. no one suspected anything because people move in and out on this street all the time. all of the apartments on this street are month to month leases. this area is becoming ghettoized.
i don't feel safe anymore.
i continue to be fat. i still fit in my size 12 pants that i wear for work, and have not gone up any sizes, but they are a bit snug around the ass though a bit loose in the waist. (i'm a pear, suitable for eating).
i am sick of summer. it's coming to a close, though, and hopefully will find me feeling much better, with trying an antidepressant for the first time in my life. i've been in denial for far too long about my depression (which i've self diagnosed as dysthymia) and i'm not getting any younger and i just want to feel better. that's all. if i feel better, i wouldn't be so fat. i know this.
the city of los angeles is going mad. i blame it on the economy. there have been robberies on my street. the sneaky asses pretended to be moving, when really they were robbing three apartments next to each other. in broad daylight. no one suspected anything because people move in and out on this street all the time. all of the apartments on this street are month to month leases. this area is becoming ghettoized.
i don't feel safe anymore.
